I had a ship, and I was sailing that ship and I could see the lighthouse there, but I ignored it. The lighthouse of security - security in the Lord Jesus, that He is guiding you wherever you go. He never left me.
We weren't made for earth, we were built for Heaven and eternity and that's why our hearts are always longing for something this earth will never satisfy. This is the answer I've been looking for my whole life.
In the morning, I get a text back from her that said, "I'm so sorry for everything." I picked up the phone and texted back, "I forgive you." All of the anger and hate just went and I was full of love again.