And so when I do feel overwhelmed or weary or frustrated, I've just been trying to worship God with my thoughts by saying, "I love you. I'm putting one foot in front of the other because I love you."
I remember thinking, God wants to spend eternity with me? And it had nothing to do with me being a good person. It was because He saved me! Knowing this, I knew I could endure anything.
We sensed God's interruption into our safe, comfortable, established lives when we began to ask a question we had not asked before, “What does God has for us in our last ten years of employment?”
I remember thinking, 'Why am I doing this? Why do I always start where I ended?' I was broken and I remember praying to God that night, asking Him to fix me.